The book im reading is called "I Am The Messanger" not really the nicest bok in the world to read at my age i mean a drunk guy rapeing his wife at midnight o.e my god, this book is like so not happy or anything i mean.. srsly i dont know if i really want to continueing reading it i dont really like it now as much as i did, it sjust, so... frustrateing to me. And i dont really feel like reading baout stuff like this and all. I mean who would, i guess thats up to the other people who would or not. but i guess you gotta face these kindof booksw evenchually but im just, youngish and i dontknow if i wanna start reading this kind of book yet.Its alittle too over top of what i wanna read right now, its just... alittle urgh for me, and i think i should read it maybe next year or in a few months or something, but not now, i dont know maybe i should read it to get it over with or somethingbut i dont know if i wana get it over with right now im on like page 0 and im starting to feel like i wanna just throw it out a window or just start a fire and throw it in but its my opinion of it right now and its just... idk, well i should see if it gets any better more into it, like they say, never judge a book by its cover,and boy does this one even make that statement true o.e..



ANyway if youve been wondering where ive been right now im up at my aunts and grandmas for a few days im coming back to day i was kinda glad to get away for awhile from rverthing so im kinda glad i came and al, i even made a new friend her name is hayle so now when i come up here i can go visit her insted of being on my own and all and it feels kinda good to get a new frind i can have a fresh start with and everthing and yeeeeeeeea, but its realy nive up here just in the quiet of the woods, nothing like city noises just peace and quiet and i go outside and walk around in the scerey and its sooo pretty and everything so im glad i did come, i ran into my cousins and other aunts yesterday while i was at a resturant near here for my waubts birthday wuth my gradma abd one of thier friends, it was nice to run into them, it was my unklews birthday to :3 so i went over and told him happy birthday :3 my oldest cousin was with them so i got to see him too XD

Also I has a bf, his name is Max and he is Maxlmillian on here, (yes its sarah's x but shes ok with it cause she has ikki) so finally i have the guts to revieal that.. so please dont like, put bad comments about it or i swer i wont be hapy with you at all, :/ sooooo yessh, but yea im happier since hes been here, hes really sweet x3 i know some of you will say "arent you kinda young?" my reply is, just because im young doesnt mean i know when i wanna be with someone, im achually mature for my age :/ So dont judge me by my past or something cause that wont go over well with me, cause i let go of the past.

ANYWAY. happy thoughts to everyone! XD

well im all relaxed now x3


-Missy X3